Morning All~
Hope y'll always in a great day everyday. Amen.
Sometimes i still wonder why things happened the way they did. Why things happened to me. And why me?
It seems hard for me to through the way. And i was really amazed about how can the things like this happened to me. Ah, stop. why my word just walk ini circles. Yes, you know what i mean right? Now i feel amazed how this sh*it things happened to me. Astaghfirullah, i don't mean to say that word. But you know, it's really hard for me. *cry* Sometimes i hope god will quickly to 'call' me. I was tired. But i never think about suicide, it prohibited in my religion.
My problem is really complicated. I just the one who face it my own. I feel alone and lonely. No one sees the pain on me. No one but Allah. One thing that i always remember is We do not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear (Qs.Al-Mukminun:62).
This surah is also my strength : So verily, with the hardship, there is relief. Verily, with the hardship, there is relief (i.e. there is one hardship with two reliefs, so one hardship cannot overcome two reliefs) (Qs. Al-Insyirah:5-6)
Now, i used to increse my worship so that Allah will stay for me forever, Allah will help me and Allah with me forever. I used to decrease my wrongness also. I just need Allah, only Allah in every second of my breath, in every second of my life. I can't bear it alone, but with Allah's will.
Hope y'll always in a great day everyday. Amen.
Sometimes i still wonder why things happened the way they did. Why things happened to me. And why me?
It seems hard for me to through the way. And i was really amazed about how can the things like this happened to me. Ah, stop. why my word just walk ini circles. Yes, you know what i mean right? Now i feel amazed how this sh*it things happened to me. Astaghfirullah, i don't mean to say that word. But you know, it's really hard for me. *cry* Sometimes i hope god will quickly to 'call' me. I was tired. But i never think about suicide, it prohibited in my religion.
My problem is really complicated. I just the one who face it my own. I feel alone and lonely. No one sees the pain on me. No one but Allah. One thing that i always remember is We do not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear (Qs.Al-Mukminun:62).
This surah is also my strength : So verily, with the hardship, there is relief. Verily, with the hardship, there is relief (i.e. there is one hardship with two reliefs, so one hardship cannot overcome two reliefs) (Qs. Al-Insyirah:5-6)
Now, i used to increse my worship so that Allah will stay for me forever, Allah will help me and Allah with me forever. I used to decrease my wrongness also. I just need Allah, only Allah in every second of my breath, in every second of my life. I can't bear it alone, but with Allah's will.
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